I am Really Hoping

And praying so hard
I wish I could have it
I just wish I could
Though there is nothing that I could control
But I wish I could be given an opportunity
Sometimes I realized I am not getting any closer
Because I tried too hard?

I Overheard

I overheard her screaming at her sister
Calling her bitch
Calling her dirty and not knowing her future
Saying that she should not have dirty herself and wasting her future

I may had it all wrong. Maybe things were not what I am thinking but no doubt I am surprised.

Sorry I did not meant to eavesdrop but you were just too loud and the walls were so thin

I Think I am Regretting

But well it is too late...

Therefore, let's fix it than regretting or worrying about it...

When you Need Your Own Space

You need your own space and time to do your personal things or just to have your personal silence time. It is true that life is not only about yourself but life is also not only about others.

You would want everyone in the world to be happy. But what if one day you realized that you are no longer the old you. You realized that you are braver compared to the old you. You voice out your minds and you act on the things you do.

Some are not happy but if things were pretty much better compare to previously then the change is very much worth it. Why stay in old school if the new one is better. After all technology means progressing and process is suppose to make things better.

The Job and the Future

Thinking where you would be in 5 years time.
Thinking of I want to do in 5 years time.
Where do I want to be in 5 years time.
My current role and where I want to be.

The above could be read as a statement

but most importantly I am asking myself

What do I want to do now?